The Only One

2012-02-18T07:32:00.001-08:00

He .
Always saying that he's the one that knows me well the most.
But.
I doubt it.
He never knew that a simple thing he does will affects me sho much.
Perhaps.
Just to hang up the phone after talking to him is always the hardest thing for me.
But.
He always did that sho easily.
I know I might be stupid.
But i just don't know why it's hard for me to say goodbye to him.
Cos i never wanna stop talking to him.
I just want him to pay attention to me when we talk.
But he's always sho tired.
Sleepy.
I know I shouldn't be angry over these small matters.
But.
Becos he matters sho much in my heart,
Even these small things become important.
And he will never know just a flower 'd make me fly up in the sky.
Sometimes,
I just feel like he doesn't really know me well.
Cos.
He will never know all these little things in my heart.

x

2011-09-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

Haih Somehow , sometimes i'm confused .
I just don't know what to do :X
HAIH .
I don't know why am I sho down right now . D:
And i just need someone , a real friend to be beside me .
Haih .
I just feel the hopelessness and emptiness in my heart Haih .
Somewhat , Ihavenoideawhattodo ! D:
Haih
Idon'tknowwhyiamshoemo.
But the truth is im very emo .
LOL LAME POST IKR ! Just ignore me . ;x

2011-09-10T21:21:00.001-07:00

Seriously?! We're quarreling just because of these 22 burgers ?
What have i done wrong? I really don't know .
Is it my fault to just ask you to buy 1 burger end up come out 22 burgers nobody to eat, isit my fault?!
Yesh If you want to , just blame it all on me , I don't care.
C'mon .

2011-06-27T05:37:00.000-07:00

I seriously don't know what to dooooooooo now!
Haihh .
What i can go is just haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . D:
I haven't realised i m in sho deeep . :X
Haih .
WHAT SHOULD I DO NOWWWW ? *D:

2011-06-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

I just chose the wrong guy once again ?
Why must this always happened to me ? Tsk*
Fml .

2011-06-26T07:21:00.000-07:00

Seriously i don't get why does i always need to face this kind of problem .
It's the not first time .
I mean like why do i always picking the wrong one .
Haih .

(&()^(&*$&^#%$@$%@&(()) !

2011-06-19T18:51:00.000-07:00

Grrrrrrr .
Now i feel the pain of a drug addict .
ARGH . I miss my phoneeeee .
I hate that thieffff ! D:

My awesome HOLIDAY (:

2011-06-04T09:35:00.000-07:00

So well , After my school holiday , i went for a Hong Kong trip with my family .
And it was pretty awesome *hehe .
Had lot of fun with my family .
:D

And hell ya , Got to hang out with the gang today.
Went time square for YouthJam but end up eating in Food Gallery for like three hours *;x
Watched kungfu pandaa *Nyehehe . (: Well, actually i wanted to watch insidious ! :(
*HAHA . Anyway , planned to hang out with chiaying michelle them , But nobody plan bout it . Tsk .
Perhaps we can only hang out after my camp Aiks . :D
Anyway , I have souvenirrr for everyone . Stay tuned ! :D

So there's still a week left right . GAH ! I love holiday . I mean who doesn't right? *:P

2011-05-01T01:47:00.000-07:00

It's always better to know nothing than knowing something .
Cos you don't needa make a decision .
GRR .

2011-04-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

I just can't believe what i have seen .
I have no idea on what should i do.
Maybe i shall observe and wait for the next step?
I'm scared . Should i tell the truth?
But would it hurts ? Or it would turn out better? IDK .
Grrr .

Leo Leadership Camp :D

2011-04-17T05:48:00.000-07:00

Well Erm , I just came back from our Leo Leadership Camp .
It was awesome . I didn't expect much at first.
When i got my namelist for my group, i was like straightaway very DOWN .
Cause i don't know anyone in my team . Hehs.
But from time to time , we get along and know more about each others .
Well , made alot of new friends actually .
Met Caster , Ling Jie , Elaine , Nicole , Nicholas , Abel , Yun Ni and alots la .
haha Overall it's really a fun camp la actually .
haha . Especially when we went for outdoor activities :D
Hehs .

2011-04-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

GAH . Photography is my life .
Life would be colourless without photography .
Oh ! HOW MUCH I LOVE TAKING PHOTOS ! hahs . :D

2011-04-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

Guys are always like this .
Before they got you ,
They are willing to spend more time on you .
Concentrate on you .
Give away all their hearts .
Never let the girl waiting .
But when they got you ,
they let you wait instead.
And they don't pay attention to you .
They don't appreciate it .
So, if you're a guy , don't do that ._.

Random .

2011-04-09T10:15:00.000-07:00

A guy that makes a girl cries is definitely not a good one .
Come on . Think about it .
Don't always demand your girlf to something that they don't like it .
Or ask them to change into someone which are not actually them .
You should just love the way she is !
Gosh . Stop it and make my darling crying over you .
Why do guys always make girls cry?
When they don't think it's their fault at all .
Won't you feel guilty ?!
Guess what, if you actually make a girl cried before, you should change by now . NEVER MAKE A GIRL CRY . :D

2011-04-07T09:09:00.000-07:00

Does friendship stay long ?
Do you agree with this ?
Seriously i want it to be true .
And i hope it will be true .
Nevertheless , from time to time ,
When you started to talk less ,
start to have little misunderstanding ,
start to quarrel ,
start to get bored of it ,
start to stop chatting around with each other ,
friendship is getting faded as well .
So , cherish the one you loves ,
Cherish the moments you have with your friends .
Don't make your life a regret .

Soulmate .

2011-04-05T07:50:00.000-07:00

When you're in love , your heart ache when you see that person .
You make no sense at all when you talk to that person .
That person will gets on your nerve whenever you talking to that person .
Your heart never stop thumping when you're with that person .
Your mind is paralysed of that person .
Cause his/her 's every details is in your mind .
You think of that person every day every moment every hour every minute every second every moments .
That's what we called it True Love in life.
There are lots of people it's like million of them .
Many many of them .
But guess what . God will lead us to them .
To the right one eventually .
Cause everyone is destined to another partner of their lives. :D

Movie is my life .

2011-04-03T09:46:00.001-07:00

Movie is my life .
I guess without movie , my life would be meaningless at all .
Hahahahahahah .
I know I'm insane. But it's true . :X
I wonder why do some people hate watching movie or drama , when it's such a wonderful thing to do so .
Hehs . :D

Endless Love :D

2011-04-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

Has been watching Endless Love for this whole week . Hehehehehe .
This is absolutely the best taiwan drama , i mean like not bad la
At least it touched me :X
GAH . Nice theme . I love seeing them together !

Seriously they love so good together . Look at that ! AWWW . So sweet right? Hehehe
Don't know why i love seeing couple together ._.
I think everyone does , don't ya? Hehe :D

I 'm so toucheddddd ! :X
Especially when he said .
这几年来，除了瑞恩，我从来没有爱过任何人，没有。
and 我快发疯了我也许我骗得了你，但是我骗不了我自己宋瑞恩我爱你
And when that girl said .
我的心跳不是因为别人而跳的而是因为你
AWWW ! <333

I personally like that girl in the drama very much .
I admire her for her braveness.
Imagine that you have to wait for someone 3 years .
It's like ohmygosh right?
And when the day you see him again , he 's with another pop star singer .
How sad .
But she still choose to believe him till the very end .
She never gives up on him
She has so much faith in him .
I know it's just a drama but it really touched me .
She's just so unique in her own way . :D

And look at the happy ending !

在红线的另一端，系著一段命中注定的爱恋
月下老人曾经说过：男女生只要用红线邦在一起还管有什么深仇大恨都可以结为夫妻
两个人只要被红线系上，就一定会遇到对方，而且有可能近在咫尺

Wish you all can find the one meant to be with you all :D
And have the happy ending just like them ._.

2011-03-31T10:18:00.000-07:00

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone , but it takes you a lifetime to forget someone .

2011-03-28T08:32:00.001-07:00

I'm just so bad that i always am .
Stay away from me cause i'm really bad .

i'm sorry teacher ._.

2011-03-20T03:08:00.000-07:00

Things are getting better between us and teacher .
We're sincere and hope that you'll forgive us .
We didn't lie to you .
But anyway , think whatever you want .
If you insist on thinking of us that way , i have nothing much to say .
I just want to say : In our hearts , you're still the best teacher .
the funniest teacher ever :D
Yeah right . Maybe time will heal everything and cease your anger as well .
We can't do anything , except for remain silence waiting for the right moment to befriend with you again .
We're sorry , teacher . Maybe you think the other way , but our intention wasn't the way you think .
We 've got our reasons . why can't you think of us on our sides ?
Still, thank you for your caring and teaching along the years .
We'll continue at your class no matter what .

Her .

2011-03-11T10:21:00.000-08:00

We used to be so closed . Yet you could forget all those memories ?
I don't believe it .
If you do , i 'm really disappointed.
Our friendship don't even worth a try for you to come back to us? Is it true?
Everytime it feels so hurt when we tried to make an effort to make up .
But you never try.
Whatsoever , i'm not gonna try anymore . never .
i'm just gonna take it as losing a friend indeed .
Not our loss . Is your loss .
Take care and enjoy your life without us . :D

2011-03-11T10:11:00.000-08:00

Well Do you have any idea why would i named my blog as The Only One .
I dont quite remember why tooo :X hehhehe .
But i guess i was trying to say that it's the only one it's for me it's special unique .
Cause it's just me . my life . Unique in my way i guess.
But now i don't really feel like it . Cause I'm just an ordinary girl just like everyone else .
I don't need to be the only one or the special one . cause i want to be the normal and ordinary one
putting on a genuine smile on my face , enjoy my routine of life .
never regret of any decision made .
Didn't you notice that normal people don't put a fake smile on their faces?
That makes them the happiest people in the world .
Cause fake smiles don't make you feel happy .
I hate fakers , liars . They are just so sucks . I wish all of my friends won't be one of them .
And i believe they don't . :D

2011-03-11T10:03:00.000-08:00

Argh I wanna grow taller ._.
Why am i so short ? D: tsktsk . I wish i could as tall as her * Megan Fox . GAH She's such a hottie . AND SHE IS SO TALL ._.
Well HOW TO GROW TALLER ?
i haven't been growing taller much since form two . This is really bad i guess.
I should jump more before i reach Form Five :X
Hahhaha . And yet , i have been competing with Xinying for our height since Form Two . Hehehe :P
How childish of us . :X
Exam is coming . As usual , This year PCGHS girls ' dont have freedom for March Holiday .
Aiks . This is sad right ? Holiday is supposed to be having funnnnn ! But guess what .
We all need to stay at home stares at truckloads of boookkkkkks . Argh . Damn it .
And I WISH ALL OF YOU HAPPY HOLIDAYSSS ! :D

2011-03-04T06:18:00.001-08:00

When people face their problems they always have someone stands up for them .
But me , I never had . I 'm always on my own . That's why it makes me learn to be tough . and not to give up easily .

True Friend?

2011-03-04T03:02:00.000-08:00

How would you define a good friend ?
A good friend is someone you look for whenever you 're sad or happy .
Someone stick to you forever just like bubble gum .
Someone who never leave you behind no matter what happens .
Someone who always know what 's in your mind ,
Someone who knows your everything and still likes you.
Someone who knows the exact way to cheer you up
Someone who shed away your tear when you are down .
Someone who worries about you .
Someone who treats you with all their hearts .
Someone who doesn't keep any secret behind you .
Someone who doesn't talk bad words behind you.
Someone who appreciates you as a true friend .
Someone who tells you the truth .
Someone who is sincere to you and never lie to you.
Someone who always make you feel happy , feel needed , feel contented, feel warm .
Someone you can't live without . :D

But one in a million will you find this kind of friend?
Maybe they ain't the best , but in my hearts they are all my good friends.
Although sometimes , words between us made us quarrel , misunderstanding between us .
But anyhow , in the end , we still manage to solve all the problems .
This is so called TRUE FRIEND . :D

Need You Now by Lady Antebellum

2011-02-20T09:29:00.000-08:00

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Food Fair 2011 :D

2011-02-20T09:11:00.000-08:00

Once again , All of us gather together ! :DD Finally one year has passed . OKAY Well , not all of us , Joey has transferred to st.george , and one of us quit . Soooo We'reee not officially ALTOGETHER . But anyway , We're still the old us . AS USUAL . WE LOVE BEING WITH EACH OTHER . :D Although days could be boring , but no matter what , as long as we all stay together , we can feel the joy in it ! RIGHT ? I wish and hope and pray that all of us will stay Best Friends Forever sincerely from all my hearts . :D I LOVE YOU ALL . Cause we rocks ! ._. Okay talk about our food fair then . Hehe :D
It was a success i guess? o.o Hmmm . Our Selling Item is CHOCOLATE FONDUE . To be honest , it's really super duper delicious . GAHHH ! :DDD Anyhow , We all were terribly exhausted as we were shouting for more customer to buy our food . Haha. Nevertheless , today was still a good day to be remembered ! :DD S4A ROCKS ! Well Erm , Actually i wanted to upload the photos , but it's so damn slow , so i gave up . haha .

Valentine 's Day

2011-02-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

TOMORROW is Valentine 's Day . Every couple 's planning for their SPECIALLL DAY .It must be the happiest, sweetest , warmest moment for all those sweet couple , anyway , this year I'm going to be lonely for my valentine's day . BUT GUESS WHAT . SINGLE ROCKS ._. OH YEAHHH I'm going for V'Lunchie with phoebe they all :D Although it's a lonely valentine , at least i have all my friends around me to celebrate this special right? :D Valentines is not ALL about couples. What people seems to forget is that it's a festival of love. Love for your family, love for your friends, love for everyone. So why you stressin you have no valentine? EVERYONE can be your valentine, just spread the love ! :D HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL OF YOU! :D

2011-02-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

Come on , please at least don't let me look down on you . I don't wanna believe that you're that kind of person . Show me you 're not please .

2011-02-01T08:41:00.001-08:00

I love viewing old photos . Cause they remind me of those memories . But remind me of the pain losing this friend as well . Anyway , I'm glad that we 're still friends although not as good as before. But i hope you will be happy as always :D

LIFE .

2011-01-28T08:25:00.000-08:00

Is it true that people do change ? YES, IT'S . But why?
People change from time to time when they grow .
sometimes , it may be a good change but sometimes it may be a bad one .
but whatever it's , we still need to face it .
No matter how hard the time is , we still need to face it , go through the obstacles in our lives !
Come on people , a break up does not mean your whole life . it's not like it's the end of your life . you should have alot of choice in the future , why do you torture yourself for just a small matter ? A failure does not decide your future . Get a life . Look on the bright side ! :D
Sometimes , friendship does not stay long as well , But whatever it's , what we can do is , appreciate everything you have in life now . cause you never know what will happen next . have faith in your friends , then everything will be alright .

2011-01-28T08:12:00.000-08:00

Sometimes , we should keep some distance away certain people for our own good indeed .

Christmas party ! :D

2010-12-29T06:40:00.000-08:00

Well
This year Christmas is meant to be fun .
We went old folk 's home for christmas caroling :D
Had lots of fun there .
and , it's the first time i have ever been to old folk 's home .
they are really pitiful and lonely old folk , we should go visit them more .
those who send their parents to old folk's home is definitely insane .
So , P.S : never send your parents to old folk's home .
Do you ever thought of how desperate they wanted to see their family just for a glance?
Never do that. (:
Well , we sang quite a number of song . including felix navidad , joy to the world , silent night etc .
all of us really enjoyed it . it was a great day .
i guess those olf folks had fun too :D
after christmas caroling , we went to Johan's house for dinner.
the food was awesome .
we took a short walk around the neighbourhood their .

Christmas THE NEXT DAYYYYYY ! :D :D :D
Hmmmmmm , around 5 stg , we went to the christmas party ! :D
Err, at first we were kinda bored watching tv. LOL .
thennnnn , we started to dance at the dance floor after drinking abit whisky .
Opps . haha . hmm , there was a girl get drunk !
she was totally drunk and she even forgot her own name . Ohmygosh !
had lots of fun taking photos , eating .
then we went back :D It was absolutely no doubt a happy christmas for 2010 ! :D
New Year is coming soon , wish everyone has a happy new year ! :D

Holiday is gonna over .

2010-12-15T05:41:00.000-08:00

Well . Time flies really fast especially when you 're enjoying it .
it's already 15 Dec . Gosh . And PMR result is going revealed soon too .
Pray for me (:
haha . Had lots of fun for this year 's holiday . I mma gonna miss it no doubt about that . >D:
This holiday 's absolutely fun , warm , crazy , awesome with lots of friends around me . And the two friends are going to leave at this holiday as well . Imma gonna miss them very much (: take care ya friends .
Hahaha , seeing myself have changed alot during this year . Hope that it's a good change . and wish every one gets good results in PMR . Goodluck and all the best .

:X

2010-11-16T05:03:00.000-08:00

I understand that everyone might lost some friends in their life . Sometimes, it's not that we don't want to continue to being as good friends , bestie . It's like something happened means happened , we never get to change it . Well , for the first time i lost a best friend i guess :X We used to be very close friends . We shared our thoughts , we used to talk on the phone , we used to laugh like mad , had heart to heart conversation, we used to study till midnight together , we used to talk till midnight and alot alot alot of stuffs . But we end up being as a hi-bye friend now . Why 'd this ever happen to us ? Well , i have no idea :X Sometimes i look through those video clips , those photos we took last time . all those sweet memories , tears come to my eyes . When i see you with your new friends , it reminds me of us , all of us . How much it hurts when we never get to talk much like last time . Maybe you feel it's okay for you , but it's not for me , and US , i guess . Sometimes i blame myself , maybe it's my fault that makes us getting further apart and apart . Anyway , I hope you find yourself happy in your own gang.

2010-11-15T05:34:00.000-08:00

Sometimes a small thing can change the world (:

Days After PMR * Crazy like hell .

2010-11-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

As i said before, AFTER PMR , it would be so damn funnn . Woots .
Had lots of fun actually . Gurney is like our second home , spend alot of time in it . haha . Well , my birthday was kinda fun this year . I would like to thank to all my darlings , and beloved friends , thanks ya guys, i appreciate it . And for the first time ever, my birthday is after school exam . How great is that ?! Cause as usual it's supposed to be in between the freaky exams . Grr . Oh yeah , holiday is coming soon , gonna have more fun . Hehes . Well erm , wish all form 3 friends score straight As in PMR . :D

2010-07-17T00:21:00.000-07:00

Today aint a special day , but i don't know why i suddenly remember that i have a blog
Haha , perhaps I've been away for too long .
Hmm , As usual , WUSHU for saturday . woke up early in the morning .
Went to school , went back to home , homeworks , that's my life .
Argh , how boring is my life .
But not long after that , after PMRRRR ! :D
My life will be *Shoppingg , Hang outs , Friends That 's much more better right .
Haihh , tonight St John Campfire and Bon Odori ,
Too bad i ain't going neither one .
Reason ? No transport . GRR .

Holiday :D

2010-06-12T03:44:00.000-07:00

Okay well , my blog ain't dead yet . :D
Imma back . erm . haven't been updating for months .
hahas .
Well , it's holiday now .
One more week to go .
Have been shoppinggg at KL .
it was awesome .
Bought lot of shirts .
Was hunting for a pair of niceee sandal .
Hmm , Too bad . Didnt get one .
And here my new life going on .
Hahas.Hanged out with my darlings Lauxin , Kairou , bros Puah Fei , Yenzhong , Weiho .
Well , watched two movies . Prince of Persia & Bounty Hunter *Kairou insisted to watch this movie tsktsk . actually i wanted to watch Shrek D:
Ohh yeah , hell , muscle cramp while playing STALKER GAME at MPH . lmao .
hmm.. Didnt take much photos on that day . lol .
Chiaying didnt come that day cause she were sick . aww .
she said her eyes are swollen . Haha !
Hmm , hanged out with joey & chiaying on Friday after Wushu .
went to redbox . Well . we were like three siao zha bor . Haha .
And, Today , stayed at home D:
Wish you all a HAPPY HOLIDAY .

2010-02-06T06:46:00.000-08:00

Pissed off.

New year , New life, New class

2010-01-30T01:23:00.000-08:00

well...

everything seems different this year...

new class, new classmates, new environment...

hmmm.. I MISS K2A so much!.

Seriously!.

time flies when you enjoy.... T.T

hahah . but at least all of us are still together....

:D we'll be together forever ever!

ten of us. haha. Forever 10.

ishhh. i don't even have some photos with michelle and vivienne...

hahha . maybe next time then. :D

i love Forever 10 ! and my darlings and him . haha.

<3>

Samantha .

Hiking in the rain..

2009-12-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

uhhaa! here goesss the next post.. finally you guys don't have to face that little blossom!

haha..

17Th Dec 2009

went to youth park with Michelle, Vivienne and Chiaying today..

actually it's supposed to be 8 people present on that Day..

however, they didn't come...

haha.. anyway, we had a great day too..

it wasn't a shinny day..

and when i reached there...

it was raining..

ohhh goshh!

who picked the wrong dayy? Hana

i phoned Sharel immediately..

as i was late.. i was supposed to be there at 4.30

but i reached there at 5pm..

i'm sorry, Sharel! haha..

she answered my phone call...

and she said " why are you so late? i m going back d lorrrr...

go find Michelle and Vivienne..."

well.. i was shocked... and Chiaying too..

too bad she didn't come..

after the phone call, i went meet up with M & V .

hmm... we sat down in the cafeteria...

*chit-chatting

haha.. around 5.30pm..

we went * hiking! haha..

at first , everything were good...

on our way up, we saw monkeys...

aww.. i hate monkeys.. haha..

i mean i'm afraid of monkeys..

hmm.. there were lots of them..

scary.. maybe they 're moving up hill.. haha

we continued hiking..

at 6pm we stopped.. at somewhere to take photos. lol

hmm.. will post the photos next time.. haha

okay.. move on....

around 6.10 pm, we went downwards. haha

early huh? cuz we're scared that it'll rains...

umm... as i have anticipated, it was raining soon after we 're going down...

haha... it's adventurous..

as the land was slippery... wet....

and i nearly fell down..

but luckily i caught the tree trunk!

haha! how lucky was I ....

hmm.... four of us sharing a black huge umbrella! haha..

and my whole body got wet....

i guess all of us are wet. haha

even my shoes and my socks... T.T

okay.. i think i shall stop here..

that 's all for this post.. =]

and i wanna say sorry to someone else.. haha..

i hope that the someone will forgive me. XD

anyway, i didnt mean that..

I love you all, my darlings!

and my dear.. haha.. =D

Samantha <3

Yoooo! Let's get start!

2009-10-20T04:29:00.000-07:00

(the Blossom at Chiaying 's house, and it's me behind the Blossom.lol)

hey dudes!.......... it's my first post here. = )

Surprise huh?

Impressive huh?

hahahhahah!

as chiaying, sharel and michelle 's blog is updating damn slow,

so i was thinking why don't i just make one myself.

Duhhh..... Will update more stories after the EOY exam. =D

Whisper to Sharel, Michelle and Chiaying: Seeeeee! who said that i'm not gonna make one?

huhhh??? =D

By Samantha <3