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I understand that everyone might lost some friends in their life . Sometimes, it's not that we don't want to continue to being as good friends , bestie . It's like something happened means happened , we never get to change it . Well , for the first time i lost a best friend i guess :X We used to be very close friends . We shared our thoughts , we used to talk on the phone , we used to laugh like mad , had heart to heart conversation, we used to study till midnight together , we used to talk till midnight and alot alot alot of stuffs . But we end up being as a hi-bye friend now . Why 'd this ever happen to us ? Well , i have no idea :X Sometimes i look through those video clips , those photos we took last time . all those sweet memories , tears come to my eyes . When i see you with your new friends , it reminds me of us , all of us . How much it hurts when we never get to talk much like last time . Maybe you feel it's okay for you , but it's not for me , and US , i guess . Sometimes i blame myself , maybe it's my fault that makes us getting further apart and apart . Anyway , I hope you find yourself happy in your own gang.