They never notice even if I ever tried to make an effort. I know I am not really good at making the first step, but seriously I have tried my best. Its like everytime if it relates to him, I invite them they won't be attending. But did they ever look into the matter from my perspective? They think that I changed. I know . But what I wanna say is I never did change. I am still the old me. It's just that you all become closer and I become further away abandoned by you all. I know you all surely think that you all have tried your best as well. But did you all really? Really care of presence? No. Even if I say I can't attend, you all just never bother to ask me bout it. Maybe at first it was my fault not hanging out sho much with you guys but spending most of my time with my classmates and him. But. Did I do anything wrong that I deserved to be abandoned by you all? I know you all won't feel like dumping me away. But I do. Although you all always ask me out. But seriously, do you all mean it? Hah I know you all dont . Cos I am not important anymore. Instead some of you may even dislike me. I know my presence is not that important anymore that's why I don't go out sho often anymore with you guys. Cos sometimes I feel awkward when I was with you all. I don't know why. Haih.